After what seems like an eternity of non-fic writing, I have again written something in tribute of this timeless shoujo anime classic. This is a work dedicated to the passionate, wonderful people at In the Rose Garden, which even now remains the coolest place for Utena fans to hang out online. Seinen Kakumei Utena takes place in the anime’s continuity, but will also incorporate certain elements from the movie; on top of that, characters from Mawaru-Penguindrum will be making their appearances starting Part 2. Set ten years after Revolution and away from Ohtori Academy, the matured cast will react and battle against the Ends of the World amidst real life adult problems. The entire story had already been planned out in draft, and the speed with which further parts gets posted will depend on the kind of feedback this story might receive (please C&C using the blog’s "comments" function). The thread for Seinen Kakumei Utena on the Rose Garden forums is here.
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Now, onto the fic:
Seinen Kakumei Utena
Utena and
Penguindrum characters belong to their various owners.
WARNING: Parts of this work contain depictions of transphobia, controversial shoujo fantasy trans situation that in no way reflects real life trans people, and misogynic magic attack leading to forced masculinization
Part One: Flowers Adrift
“I don’t suppose you can count how many flowers are floating in there?” asked the petite stylist, her lushly manicured fingertips working non-stop as they undid the rollers from the model’s hair; thick, springy curls were sent flouncing vibrantly about.
Without lifting her indulgent gaze – currently focused upon the slim thighs revealed underneath the stylist’s frill-adorned black skorts – the seated but still obviously glamazonian model pursed her red-painted lips. “Forty-nine thousand.”
“ . . .
that exact?”
“I don’t
have to count; the director’s assistant showed me the receipt when the bouquets
arrived.”
They were
steps above a rooftop patio, one that was rapidly turning into a shallow pool
from a spraying hose. Orange roses, cut
from right underneath the sepal, drifted atop the water’s glassy surface,
glowing under the glaring spotlights as they glided nimbly by the
half-submerged furnishings. The
otherworldly setting was contrasted against the worldly downtown night view to
eerie effects, and it was amidst such eeriness that the model-in-grooming was
set to work her magic for the camera.
“While
wooing you, of course.” Having finished
hairspray-ing the model’s now artfully-pinned curly updo – every orange curl
contorted to resembled the roses in the pool – the stylist let out a
mock-pained moan as she pulled the salon cape off of the model, revealing the
crystal-studded couture gown draping over the latter’s curves like a sheen of
glittering scales. “Either way, you
could’ve at least pretended to count with me.
Even after all these years, you still suck at being playfully romantic,
Juri.”
“Not
playful, no . . .” reaching back to pull her stylist’s maroon-haired head to
herself in one suave, almost gallant motion, Arisugawa
Juri purred huskily into the other woman’s shell-like ear, “but still plenty
romantic enough to keep my little Shirori with me, I hope.”
“It’s
unprofessional to flirt with the stylist right in front of the crew, Juri,”
chided Takatsuki Shiori, even as she leaned into the bigger
woman’s embrace with much familiarity.
They had been close since childhood, since back when
closeness knew no deeper name other than friendship, and beauty held little
meaning cause love, love was an icky notion to the children they were,
something to giggle over for fun. With
adolescence came the hormonal boys, came their growing interests in the girls,
and the cruel distinction between the attractive girls and the less attractive
ones. Cracks grew between stunning Juri
and plain Shiori, resulting in much mind-games, much coldness, much hurting via
faceless, irrelevant boys that perverted two close-knitted girls into bitter
enemies. And such enmity may well have
followed the two into adulthood, if not for the series of (in hindsight, highly fantastical) events in
high school that led to both Juri’s secret love for Shiori and Shirori’s repressed
obsession over Juri getting simultaneously exposed. Then came the denial, the violent conflicts and wild heartbreaks;
and when those had left them all burned out, the two were left mutually
resigned to the fact that they were both way too into each other for them not
to be together. Thus together they
stayed, through high school and college, up to where they were now here at this
flowery scene: a model and a stylist, both currently working under the same modeling
agency – the internationally renowned Aranjia.
“And speaking of being professional . . .” even as her
delicate hand wandered about Juri’s supple form, Shiori’s flowing murmur
started slowing into a more hesitant pace, “I’m feeling something that’s a
little too budging on a supermodel of your calibre. I think it’s time you start on this protein-fibre diet that Yuuko
-” The hissing snort from Juri cut her off like the sound of a whipping foil –
a sound she has since associated with their volatile youth on their fencing
team back at Ohtori, the one she mustered up the courage to join after that
highly fantastical event, the one Juri said was a -
“You and
your obsession with being thin,” muttered her Juri of here and now, in a voice
showing tints of the defensiveness that Shiori remembered so well from their
old days. “I think you’ve been hanging
about Yuuko and Aiko a little too much around the pantry, trading your
outrageous dieting tips and getting your views further and further warped-”
“You know
this is not about my views or how I want you to look,” hissed Shiori from
underneath her breath (they were surrounded by the crew after all), her hands
since retracted from Juri’s now rigid body. “I don’t know what the clients are
saying behind our backs, but the office boy has let slip that the bitches
ruling the women’s department have been bitching about your figure during their
meeting, said how you’ve upped two sizes since they first signed you on ten
years ago, back when - ”
“Upping two
sizes in ten year is bad?”
“Juri!” It
took the young stylist all her control to keep her agitated voice
whispery. “You’re not doing dishwasher
commercials: you model for couture brands and walk for major fashion weeks
every season! You’re not just
competing against other models your age – though a good many of them are
slimmer than you’ve ever been – you’re competing against girls as young as
fourteen but all hitting six feet! I
mean, look at those!” She
gestured subtly towards the models’ dressing tent, illuminated from inside like
some giant lantern, within which a trio of girlish, stick-thin silhouettes were
seen undressing via stretchy, sinuous movements that made them appear even more
elongated than they already were. Juri
arched a fine brow at their showy display.
“I see
they’ve got some very nice stick insects to go with the flowers.”
Growing
impatient with Juri’s counterproductive defensiveness, Shiori darkened her
voice. “You studied fashion design, Juri - you know how clothes hang on budges.”
Appearing
pensive (it had been a long time since Shiori had cut her with words), Juri
stood up and away from Shiori. Stepping
languidly up towards the edge of the patio turned pool, she kicked nimbly at
its cluttered surface, sending floating roses adrift to reveal mirror-smooth
water, and her own image as reflected upon it.
She still
was beautiful, of course: beautiful enough to turn heads on any street she
walked, and get hit on by men at every function she attended. But the hourglass figure of her teens –
sculpted by the vigorous fencing sessions she had time/energy/money for back
then – had since broadened in the middle; her face, once small and chiseled,
had since gone rounded (although makeup by Shiori was already keeping it
defined). Decked in couture, she looked
more award-show actress than high fashion model – the latter being her job.
Shiori had
by now stepped up from behind, the reflection of her trim build seemingly
breakable upon the rose-framed pool.
Juri closed her eyes.
“Maybe it’s
about time for me to quit and start on that label we’ve been talking about for
so long,” she finally said. “God knows
we have enough sketches between the two of us to fill at least two seasons.”
“But not
the funds,” Shiori pointed out, prompting Juri to open her eyes again. “I’ve done the calculations: even if we’d
successfully pulled strings to have the models, the directors, and the
marketing in place at rock-bottom rates, we still ain’t got enough to cover
production, retails and other base costs.
You don’t want us to borrow excessively from banks and end up in debt,
so that option’s out.” There was a
noticeable pause, before she spoke on at a more cautious pace. “Now, if you could reconcile with your
parents . . .” her words trailed off at Juri’s now frosty expression.
“We’re not
asking for money from people who screwed us over and that’s final.”
Knowing
Juri, and knowing the reason behind her stubborn grudge against the wealthy Arisugawas
(who could’ve effortlessly funded their label beyond its first year), Shiori hung
her head. “Then it will take us at least another three
years earning and saving at the current pace for us to even jumpstart our
label, without considering how to keep it running beyond the quarter should
stocks stall.”
Back
straightening (and actually looking leaner for a moment), Juri’s expression
regained some that pristine determination of her youth – the brilliance of
which having once drove a younger, duller Shiori into the pits of self-pity.
“We will just have to spend less in the coming months. Try to save up enough to get our label
launched within two seasons before our designs get too outdated -”
“We’ve
already forced down spending to the bare min,” interjected Shiori, hating
herself for having to dull Juri’s bright thunder with such tarnishing
reality. “All our social-wear are from
your shows and shoots – some modified to fit me – and we’re still staying at
that same unit we’ve been renting since college. We don’t even have coffee outside unless while chatting with
people in the industry. And I know
you’re making do on just fast food when working away from town, even though I
told you to stick to the non-processed stuff regardless of price.” Price. A word that had meant nothing to the Juri
from ten years ago, back before her rift with her rich parents; a word that now
had power enough over her as to be taboo. “Still, modeling in high-fashion, you
earn much more than a second-rate stylist like me.” What a difference money could make: that a glorious angel could
be reduced to this weary showgirl without the conveniences, the pride
provided by wealth. “I know how much you hate the idea of dieting, Juri, just
like how you hate doing all these things other people had to do that you deem
to be beneath you.” How cruel it was of
her to have launched those vicious attacks against Juri back in high school, to
tarnish that golden, transient youth with such ugly memories – all
because of her own unsightly pettiness.
“But we’ve both grown up now.”
Away from Ohtori, from the infuriating machinations but comforting
dorms, their days were now filled with worries over trite matters, like rent
and bills and taxes and future prospects. “We have no choice but to make
compromises.” Away from magical Ohtori,
the machinations still were there – powered by worldly hands this time –
keeping them bound as powerless cogs in their world. “Cause life isn’t going to
miraculously get easier for us just because we believe it will – we’re in the
real world now.” A world that a born
heiress like Juri should never have had to face, if not for getting dragged
down by a commonplace bitch such as herself.
A hand
clasped onto her stooped shoulder; Juri’s hand, big and strong for a woman but
still so fine-boned, turning her around such that they faced each other again
(when had she turned away?). The much
taller woman had that familiar indulgent look in her green eyes, the
look that Shiori had (blind-sighted-ly) mistaken for pity in her twisted youth,
the look that now warmed (yet also pained) her more than anything else in this
world.
“Shiroi,
I-”
“FIVE
MINUTES TO TEST SHOOT!”
The
blasting voice from the microphone cut off whatever Juri was about to say, as
the submerged patio’s floor lights snapped on along with the overhead Fresnels aimed
at the water, such that the many roses floating about now resembled clusters
of vibrant flames engulfing the elegant patio furniture. The trio of skinny
models had since exited their dressing tent, and had already stepped into the
water. Yet they remained shadow-cloaked
from where they strutted right in front of a glaring light source. By their sleek silhouettes, Shiroi could
only guessed that they might be wearing lingerie, along with large artificial
wings crafted to resemble those of a butterfly, a cicada, and a hummingbird,
respectively. Already they were
practicing their poses, contorting their thin, elongated bodies to dramatic,
almost agonizing effects.
Mind back in the present, Shiori quickly checked Juri’s hair and makeup for any potential flaws, before guiding Juri down the steps leading into the glamorized wetness.
Mind back in the present, Shiori quickly checked Juri’s hair and makeup for any potential flaws, before guiding Juri down the steps leading into the glamorized wetness.
“Watch your
steps: you’d be walking on water on high heels,” cautioned Shiori, who herself
wore water boots.
“And how
much more difficult is this compared to everything else we’ve been through this
past decade?” muttered Juri, stance assured as she stepped into the shallow
pool via platform shoes so high, she actually looked like she was walking atop
the shallow water in ripples of rose-coated waves. Even though her steps appeared effortlessly graceful (thanks to
her athletic coordination), Shiori (holding Juri’s hand like the makeshift
servant girl she now was) could sense that tenseness in Juri invisible to the
eye. No doubt she was again dwelling
on how damned difficult everything has been for them since leaving school and
entering this too-real world, where the adult life that they once hoped would
grant them the power of choice had turned into little more than animalistic
survival. “To think I was the one who got you into all this . . .”
“Wasn’t it
the other way around?” asked Shiori, voice low and somewhat timid. “One of the reason I followed you into the
fencing team was so I could have a chance at your locket while you were
changing after practice. I was the one
who got hysterical after seeing my picture in it, shouting those awful things
at you in the locker room that got those gossips going. And then, having gotten dumped by some jock
I was seeing then, I was the one who got drunk and went into your dorm room
that very night. After all the
shouting and fighting that turned into . . . something else, everyone in the
building knew by morning what we’ve done and what we’ve . . . become.” She was blushing furiously by then, from the shame and the
remembered arousal: how Juri had conquered her senses with that strong,
beautiful body; how that sheer passion had forced her to admit the base
attraction she harbored beneath her jealous front. “When words got to your parents, it was no wonder that they
called up my mother, and-”
“They
stopped being my parents the day they got you disowned by your mother,” stated
Juri in that cold, resolute voice that allowed no argument. “Mrs. Takatsuki
loved you more than anything in this world.
If it wasn’t for those hypocrites calling her up and making those vulgar
accusations, she’d never-”
“Mama’s choice of reaction was her own,” said Shiori,
her voice dead even as she willed more life into it for Juri’s sake. “Her
getting into that accident afterwards was also just . . . that. There’s no need to blame other people for
what happened,” no need to make her Juri feel even worse than she already did,
“cause it won’t bring her back anyway.”
Juri held
onto her anger (and Shiori knew it was for her sake). “They got us kicked out
of Ohtori with their babbling. We were sixteen,
Shiori, and they left us with no relatives, no savings, and no permanent
address. We almost ended up on the
streets!”
“But we
didn’t,” soothed Shiori, her voice wistful with memories,
“for you then signed the deal with Aranjia and started modeling professionally to
keep us afloat. I couldn’t have
afforded college if not for you working then to support us both.” A genuine, albeit bittersweet, smile curled
her small lips. “You had to drag out
your studies because of your erratic work schedule, while I actually had the
gall to switch majors at a time like that-”
“You had to
switch because you got burned out from waiting tables at that damned pub!” Juri
cut her off, sounding sorry and pained and so full of self-directed guilt. “That was what messed up your studies. I should’ve taken on more jobs back
then. You shouldn’t have had to work
surrounded by those-”
“TWO
MINUTES TO TEST SHOOT!” blasted the microphone, and Shiori found herself
actually relieved by its grating sound.
“Just focus
on the shoot for now. Juri, remember
what the director wanted: that you channel this ‘mermaid of material excess’,
and glide by the pool with intense, yet inhuman wanting in your eyes of green-”
“Shiori,”
persisted Juri, “I got you into this.”
This being the path of no return, a path away from the stable family,
stable life that Shiori otherwise should have attained. “I’ll do anything, even ridiculous things,
to get you everything you want.”
“I followed
you into this,” replied Shiori, large eyes reflecting the glittering lights
from all around. “Because following you, I know everything I want, I’ll
have.” Knowing that Juri would want to
kiss her now (and thus ruining her painstakingly applied makeup along with the
shoot), she made light of the situation on purpose. “Fitting that we’d be having this conversation in a pool of
roses.”
Juri, who
knew and understood what she was doing, went along with her and laughed
lightly. “You don’t see roses with
quite this shade of orange every day.”
Thus the inane smalltalk began.
“Orange
like your hair. And aren’t their petals
still pretty firm considering how long they’ve been soaking in water?”
“It’s some
rare, hardy species they ordered through that new flower boutique down at the
Phoenix Court Plaza. The director
insisted on something that can last even being cut and drowned. I think he got what he wanted.”
“I know
which one you’re talking about. It’s
the expensive-looking one that sells mostly roses, right? We’ve passed by it a few times since it
opened last month, and every time there were some suited gents inside buying
something. I think the potted plants around the agency’s office are all from
that place. I remember it’s got some
rather tacky French name . . . Château . . . Princière?”
“Château Princesse,” Juri squinted her eyes at the sign on a
vehicle parked right beside the fantastical set. “Their flower van is right there at the . . . corner . . .”
Not yet
noticing the strange manner by which Juri’s voice had died down, Shiori studied
the glittery pink flower van, its design looking compact yet sturdy. “Oh, I
didn’t notice that. Château
Princesse . . . wait.” Abruptly, she discovered a glaring peculiarity in
what she saw. “Why is a van up here?
It’s the rooftop.”
Juri did
not speak, but had clasped her hand in a tight, cool grip. Shiori spoke on, her own voice starting to
cool as well.
“It’s
parked under a ray of . . . spotlight?
But where is the equipment?
There’s nothing above it but . . . the . . . sky . . .” She felt Juri’s hand sweating – or was it
her own hand sweat slicking Juri’s palm?
“And where had those skinny models gone? I thought they were in the pool with us-”
“The
plate,” Juri’s spoke up as though she did not hear a word of her fear-fueled
babbling. “Read the van’s plate.” Shiori did.
And she
saw.
“THIRTY
SECONDS TO TEST SHOOT!”
Normally,
Shiori the stylist would have stepped away from the set by now so Juri the
model can start posing.
Not this time. Shiori could not
have let go of Juri even if she had wanted to: her entire body had since gone
rigid.
The pink
van bore a plate with the letters “MIKAGE”, headed by a black rose motif.
“Mikage,
Mikage Souji; I must’ve forgotten this name for a lifetime,” said Juri, her
voice uncharacteristically hollow, almost airy. “I thought if I held onto my memories, they’d last beyond that
time, beyond the ends of that world.
But this . . . this I’ve forgotten since way before-”
“Black rose,”
Shiori’s own voice was as a whistle of the night wind, “your sword, my
duel. I went to his seminar, and he
gave me the idea.” Tears threatened to
escape her wide eyes, as she realized how even in shock from dark memories
returning, she still was blaming others for her own faults and
inadequacies. “I stole the sword in
your heart so I could fight like you did, so I could have what I wanted.” She still was excusing herself, even now,
for hurting Juri, for being jealous.
“I fought against that handsome girl I always saw you with, the one with
hair pink like Mikage’s, the one you told me had triggered the Revo-”
“Revolution.” The word growled its way out from between
Juri’s clenched teen like a bound beast breaking free. Suddenly, she laughed, and Shiori could see
Juri’s self-assuredness fast returning.
“I see now.” Stance
panther-fierce now, Juri manoeuvred herself between the ominous car and
shell-shocked Shiori. “Just like the
old days.”
“J-Juri?”
whimpered Shiori from behind her taut back.
“I heard
and I forgot. My sources at the time
had told me rumors about Miki’s father, about who he was about to marry . . .
to think that the enchantment could touch even grownups, even those outside the
Academy.” As Juri spoke, Shiori gradually came to realize how she wasn’t
speaking to her. “So this is why life
hasn’t been easy even away from Ohtori, because even though the views had
changed, the one showing us the views had not.
Father and Mother . . . what miraculous treasures did that monster show
them, that they would even go so far to crush their own daughter? What was really behind that so-called
accident that took Mrs. Takatsuki’s life?”
“Juri?”
“The crew
of this shoot, the thin models, the people at the agency . . . by what strings
did he puppeteer them into this elaborate set up? Where had they gone? Are
they even real? Or are they merely
images, just like those baseball players showing up playing a game right in the
middle of a Council meeting, or those shadows on the wall gossiping about
Ruka’s death?”
“Juri?” Shiori’s cold fingers were digging hard
enough into the other woman’s bare shoulders to leave prints behind. “Juri?”
“Shiori,”
at last Juri addressed her, in a dramatic, resonating tone obviously meant for
a third party yet unseen to hear, “I know now that life can never be easy for
us in this world. Nothing we do, no
miracles we make, could ever change that, because this real world, just like
Ohtori, is also his world.” Eyes
on the illuminated van, parked forty-five degrees against their point of view
such that its plate and sign both were visible to them, “Isn’t that right,
Himemiya?”
“TEST SHOOT
BEGINS!” blasted the microphone (behind
which no one was present present), as the van started rotating as if on a
moving stage, thus revealing the one Juri had been speaking to (no, more like
against) all along.
Out in the
world away from Ohtori, Himemiya Anthy bore little resemblance to that dull,
almost nerdy girl from Shiroi’s memory.
With her glasses gone and her startlingly rich tresses unbound, the
dark-featured young woman looked the epitome of East Indian beauty; a beauty in
full flower, Shiori suddenly realized, as the one in front of them had further
blossomed as per the passing of years.
Without makeup, and dressed only in a loose scarlet tunic that would have
made lesser women look inappropriately under-dressed, Himemiya instead appeared
primitively exquisite – like an exotic wild flower, looking all the lovelier
without the banal constrains of pots and fences and hothouses and gardens. Out of a corner of her eye, Shiori saw Juri
subconsciously raising a hand as if to touch her own foundation-coated face,
before quickly forcing the hand back down.
Standing demurely upon crossed feet (like a model posing in this fashion
shoot gone supernatural), Himemiya Anthy smiled at them, her expression
benignly serene, and Shiori found herself and Juri both tensing up, for every
expression they had seen on the malevolent Rose Bride of old looked just as
benignly serene. Undeterred by their
rigid guardedness, the (divine? demonic?) apparition stepped up to the flooded
patio on sandaled feet, and started walking towards them atop the
floating flowers.
“Juri-sempai,
Shiori-sempai, I meant neither of you harm,” said Anthy, even as Shiori cowered
further behind Juri. “You see, I came
seeking your help.”
“You’re
deranged if you think we’re going back to help that monster you call your
brother,” Juri stood her ground. “No
matter what powers the Rose Bride might have, I know you cannot make people do
anything they don’t want to, or you wouldn’t need resorting to manipulation
every time back in Ohtori.” Still
moving steadily towards them, Anthy’s smile further sweetened with something
akin to indulgence (or could it be veiled condescendence?).
“Making
people do things they don’t want to goes quite against my nature. It’s unlikely I’ll ever do anything of the
sort nowadays, especially not for my brother; not with Utena being so
disapproving of-”
“Utena is
with you?” Juri almost barked out the question, right as Anthy stopped in front
of her, smilingly unfazed. “Since
when?”
“Since the
day I found her, of course,” answered Anthy, in the tone an educator reserved
for educating the mentally handicapped.
Face twisted in rage, Juri raised a hand as if about to slap Anthy,
before stopping herself as she probably remembered who she was up against. Juri looked like she was about to speak, but
Anthy beat her to it. “I did not ‘hide’
Utena after Revolution, as you’ve so obviously been thinking, nor did my
brother; nor did we make you or anyone else forget anything about the Victor
who revolutionized your lives for the better – it’s something you’ve all been
doing very well on your own. Out of
sight, out of mind, such is human nature.”
Juri’s
cheek reddened as if struck. “I didn’t
. . .”
“You didn’t
forget, Juri-sempai,” Anthy cut her off, her once-soft voice now showing steely
sharpness. “I was the one who had to
forget against my will. One of the
aftereffects of the duel called Revolution was an enchantment meant to hinder
my brother’s effort to search out the Victor and possibly enact
retribution. Every time he was to think
about details that might lead him to Utena: her family name, her age, her
background, even something as insipid as her hair color, pain akin to ones from
hateful swords stabbing shall assail his head.
And should he even mention her to another, by word by writing
or by any other means, his heart shall scorch as if burned by charcoal. I, being linked to my brother by blood, was
likewise affected, and the enchantment on me could not be undone until I was to
meet with her in this outside world.”
“Then how
did you manage to meet her?” Shiori,
who had been listening timidly all along, could not help but ask. Anthy kept her increasingly cold eyes on an
increasingly uncomfortable Juri.
“He, being
loveless, dismissed Utena as a dropout from his world to avoid the
enchantment’s wrath; I, being in love, persisted on searching.” She paused to take a deep breath, as if even
her now was emotional. “It would be
years later before I was to discover how Utena had merely been rushed to the
neighboring town’s hospital right after Revolution; registered under her own
name, even. Had people on the Council –
had anyone at all – bothered to look for her then, she would certainly be
found; and I, with my senses attuned to each and every one of the Duelists, would
have found her accordingly. Why did you
not look for her, Juri-sempai?” That last
question punctured Juri’s defenses like a sword thrust, and the taller woman
actually doubled over slightly as if from pain. “That game of squash right before the end, the joke about having
her picture in your locket . . . had all that been but a mindless farce? Had Tenjou Utena truly meant so little to
you, to all of you?”
“Don’t
blame Juri,” Shiori managed, sounding much weaker than she wanted to. “She got caught up in a lot of things soon
after the Revolution.” Like their rocky
relationship coming into fruition, then into light, then into the public
scrutiny that robbed them of everything they had once took for granted . . .
some good the Victor’s Revolution was to them.
But then she finally had Juri, for good; loving, loyal Juri, who
was more valuable to her than any private school education any dream job in
this world . . .
Anthy made
no indication of having even heard her, focused as she was upon guilt-ridden
Juri. “Unaware of my searching for her, Utena moved about out of . . .
necessities. It took me seven years
before I finally did manage to meet her face to face. And by that time, the damage had already been done.”
“The . . .
damage?” asked Juri, voice brittle.
“No one
exits my brother’s games unchanged,” stated Anthy, as she closed her eyes in
apparent pain for one merciful moment.
Behind her, the pink surface of the Mikagemobile (as Shiori had come to
label it/him) glinted darkly under the spotlight. “Utena now suffers from the
kind of damage most in this world would consider irreversible. It would take more than my power to have it
completely undone. Thus why I’ve come
seeking your help.” When those eyes
opened anew, Shiori’s heart throbbed at realizing that she now had been
included in her merciless gaze. “Both
of your help.”
“Hold!”
protested Juri, regaining some of her fierce protectiveness. “Shiori had nothing to do with this! She barely even knew-”
“Shiori-sempai
had been both duelist and bride in the games,” countered Anthy, and Juri was
silenced like a radio turned off. “She has as much to do with this as you and
the rest of the Student Council – all of whom had readily agreed to give aid to
Utena.” Shiori saw Juri visibly wilting
at those words, and something inside her – something that drew strength from
her petty, shady nature – bubbled through her fear and to the surface.
“Maybe you
should get your brother to help Utena too, Anthy-san” she heard herself saying,
darkly, even. “He was the one responsible for using you to hurt everyone of us,
her included. And he has power, if
that’s what you’re after.”
Instead of
being offended, Anthy actually appeared impressed by Shiori daring to make
a pointed jab, as her lips now curled in a semi-approving smirk. “I haven’t yet
clarify my request – I am seeking everyone’s help in seizing my brother’s vast
power and have it redirected towards reversing the damage on Utena.”
Shiori and
Juri both were stunned by her words.
“And what will become of the Chairman after we’ve taken his power
away?”
“By logic
he would cease being,” answered Anthy as if in reply to a common math
problem. They could detect neither
hesitation nor lingering attachment from her nonchalant voice.
“You’re
asking us to kill your brother to help Utena,” stated Juri. Anthy, who by now had retreated back to beside
the Mikagemobile without either of them noticing when (maybe she never had come
forward to begin with), deepened her smile.
“The power
we take from him will help more than just Utena, but others as well,” she ran a
delicate dark hand caressingly against the van’s pink, glossy surface,
“including you two.”
As if on cue, LED
billboards shot up to flank all sides of the rooftop, their bright screens displaying a multitude of images: a slimmed-down Juri posing as a top
brand’s exclusive model, Shiori’s lushly painted face advertising her own
makeup line, the label Juri & Shiori looking resplendent with its haute
couture license, Juri and Shiori at a fashion award gala, being clamored by the
media, Juri and Shiori at their wedding, being accepted and blessed by all . .
.
“You’re
offering as prize the miracles we want,” murmured Shiori, scared yet also
somewhat wistful. “Again.”
“What
damage is Utena suffering from, that you need to bait us Ohtori-style here in
this world?” asked Juri, cautious even in face of the vast temptations on
display. Anthy pursed her peach-colored
lips pensively.
“I can take
you both to her so you may see for yourself,” she offered, her voice kind and
reasonable. “But once you see her,
there will be no backing out – you will be duty-bound to help her.”
“Can your
trap be any more obvious?” muttered
Juri, but her stance now clearly lacked in resistance. Shiori hesitated but for a moment, before
raising her manicured hand like a schoolgirl in class.
“Count us
in.”
Juri turned
to her baffled. “Shiori!”
“We can’t
refuse, Juri, not when she’s offering us the future we’ve been working towards
for all these years,” stated Shiori, calmly resigned now. “And I know you want to see and help Tenjou
Utena, while I have no qualms about killing the Chairman for what he did to
us.”
“Shiori . .
.”
“Your old,
special friends have all agreed to help, so we might as well too. I should consider myself honored to be
included.”
“You won’t
regret coming along.” Beaming, Anthy
produced an electric car key (one with a black rose motif visible even at a
distance), opened Mikagemobile’s door, got in, and started its now purring
engine. “Utena is so looking forward to
seeing you both, and Chida-san makes the best rose tea for her guests.”
Juri arched
a fine brow. Shiori blinked.
“Chida-san?”
A flash of
metallic, pink movement their eyes cannot follow, and the two women abruptly
found themselves already seated at what must be the surprisingly, sterilely neat
back area of the Mikagemobile flower van, from where Anthy could be seen at the
driver’s seat driving. The van’s
clear-glass windows showed flashes of light-dotted darkness moving too quick
for the eyes to follow, much like how the view had been like in Akio’s red
convertible, back when he was speeding them towards the ends of their worlds.
“She’s our
landlady,” replied Anthy, “the one who lent him to me. Though I still drive him around now and
then, she’s really the one to keep him from rusting – his rightful
driver.” By now, Shiori could see her
almost playfully enigmatic smile from the rear-view mirror. “Much like how Juri is yours.”
Before
either Shiori or Juri could ask her to elaborate on that worryingly puzzling
statement, the car accelerated impossibly past what should’ve been the top
speed for any land vehicle. Light,
bright as what the core of the Sun, speared through the windows, engulfing
their senses and burning off what tenuous hold they still had on reality. Amidst all that, Shiori thought she could
hear Anthy’s voice, sounding impossibly steady against the suffocating high
speed, against this overwhelmingly fantastical circumstance.
“We’re
riding towards eternity, towards shining things, towards the power of miracles
that which you both sought, and now is seeking again. Do not look away; open your eyes to the power of revolution – to
the Light of the World.”
Shiori
looked, then cried along with Juri for one agonizingly joyful moment, before neither seeing nor hearing anything anymore as her many limited senses shut down
on her all at once.
End Part One
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